I just smoked and there’s still acid in my system from the weekend and I’m tripping the fuck out.
my blog really goes downhill when i’m high
I’ve fallen in love with the idea of moving away with my friends and living on a self sufficient farm and I’ve talked about it with a couple friends who love the idea just as much and it actually seems like something that could be completely possible if we plan it right and work for a few years to get the money together, I don’t really see any reason why it wouldn’t work and I’m starting to look forward to everything again :)
I honestly never thought that I would love someone and end up living in a different country.. I can’t even describe how difficult it is, I feel awful, I have no idea when I’ll see him again and it makes me feel more alone than I have in a long long time. I don’t really know what to do. I need something to smoke.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh, i got kicked out for missing two days of school, that was it.. i’d called my mom a week before crying telling her i wanted to quit and she said i couldn’t, or shouldn’t, whatever, said that i should just stick it out, i guess i accidentally on purpose got kicked out after that, i can’t even pretend it was on purpose or whatever, but i kind of stopped going to lessons knowing i would get kicked out for it, and then that’s what happened, idk