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Maria. 17 years old. London.
I’m going on a picnic in the park with my girlfriend later, aw I can’t wait.
I’ve finally started developing the millions of disposable cameras that I have, and I found one with 7 pictures left so I’m going to take it out so we can take cute pictures.
I’m such a twat ahaha
I genuinely feel bad for people who aren’t actually talented, like they can’t sing or draw or whatever, but they’re popular or pretty so whenever they post a video or a picture or a bit of writing or something everyone tells them how good it is.
Sometimes what they do is alriggght, but it’s not amazing, and people act like it is because they like the person, and then the person goes through life thinking they’re better than they actually are and I end up sitting here doing my “are you kidding me” face.
I’m not popular or pretty so I know if people compliment something I do then I’ve actually done a good job and they really mean it. So yeah, there’s that, I guess it’s one of the up sides of generally sucking at life.
I just want this all to work out so I can run away to norway for a year because nobody talks to me anymore and I feel shit all the time and everything sucks and I just want to start all over in a country where nobody knows me and I can be anything I want (but I’ll probably just end up being scared all the time because y’know, duh)
I’m just going to write about the awesome day I had the other day because it was so good and I’m so happy :))))
My brother’s best friend Olivia has been staying round since yesterday, and at about 3am yesterday we went to tesco, which is like, a 20 minute walk from my house. I felt like such a tramp, I was wearing this bright purple tie dye top I’d been using as a pyjama top and no bra and one of my mom’s jumpers. I looked like such a tramp sthzsdgfgvsdds. We bought sweets and on the way back we talked about zombies and time and space and a bunch of other stuff like that and it was really nice.
On monday my mom’s taking us down to Dorset to go to Monkey World, which is like this zoo for just monkeys and it’s gonna be great. We’re driving down and going to the beach or something and staying in a hotel then actually going to see the monkeys on tuesday and coming home after. Ngl I’m pretty excited aha, I feel like such a child.