So I’m in norway, the school is really nice, it’s right in a fjord, so between the mountains and a lake so obviously it’s really pretty, we’re right up in the clouds and it’s kind of perfect weather for me. 

Obviously it’s kind of awkward. My mom just left and even though everyone can speak english it doesn’t mean they do. My roommate is late so I’m in my room by myself. The good thing is that because I don’t speak the language nobody can really blame me for being awkward and not talking to anyone, even though that’s probably what I’d be doing if everyone was speaking english. 

I’m pretty sure I’m the ugliest person here. Like, it’s not even because everyone is really pretty or anything, everyone is mostly average, but I’m just so below average, it’s depressing. It’s just so much easier to compare yourself when you’re surrounded by about 100 people your age and they’re all so much better looking than you. 

I’ve met the art teacher and a few students who also taking art, there are only 11 people in the class which I really like because it’s just a good number for an art class I think. 

I don’t know, I’m not really too sure how I’m feeling about the whole thing right now but I guess it’ll be a lot different in a few weeks. Yeah, idk.