I had one of those “life is beautiful” moments earlier. 

I couldn’t sleep at around 4am, so I got up and got dressed and walked down to the 24 hour tesco near my house to do the grocery shopping because I’ve been out of food for a couple days now. I left at the most perfect time because it was almost sunrise. I saw a fox, which always makes me happy, and my headphones were broken in a really weird way and it made the music I was listening to sound really eery, I can’t really explain. It was just one of those beautiful times to be out walking and it made me feel like I could have died right then and I would have died happy.