obligatory post about my breakup so that the people of tumblr know that I’m single now or whatever

yeah, so I hadn’t even seen holly for about 3 weeks, and I think it was kinda obvious to both of us that we were gonna break up, I thought about / tried to do it recently but then it was like, our two month mark and yeah, and then it was like, how can I tell her to meet up with me for the first time in 3 weeks just so I can break up with her so I really wasn’t sure how it was going to go down. 

anyway, I think eventually we both just got kinda bored of like, knowing we should probably break up so we ended up doing it over twitter messages ahaha, and it was just like, we haven’t had a fight so I didn’t see why our breakup should be a fight and I told her that and I told her I wasn’t bothered with drama and shit so we just kinda did it and yeah, I assumed that’d be it and whatever, but nope, drama is just kinda inevitable 

two hours later she was tweeting about her new gf, the girl she kept telling that she was in love with her, but then denied it to me, saying she didn’t anymore or whatever.. she still hasn’t actually met her though? idk, it’s all just a bit weird, but even then I still wasn’t really bothered with drama.. but then she made all these tweets like about how “you can’t be mad at me, you cheated” “this is your fault for cheating” etcetc, and it’s just like, I drunkenly made out with a random, you soberly, and repeatedly, told some girl that you were in love with her. I think that’s cheating too tbh, like I really do, so it just bugged me that she was making out like I was such a bad person and this was all my fault and shit, like, idk, I think with pretty much everything, especially with relationships, you can normally find blame in both people and it just isn’t fair to make out like I did so much wrong in our relationship

then her stupid twitter followers started sending me abuse about it, telling me to leave her alone, I blocked everyone who did because seriously, like, 1) I was hardly doing anything wrong at all, I haven’t said a single mean thing to her at all, and 2) it has absolutely fuck all to do with her twitter followers, honestly I think our relationship probably could have gone a lot better if she didn’t involve her twitter followers so much, like there were times when she’d make like, silly little indirect tweets, and she could have just messaged me instead, I don’t get the point

I sound so bitter, I hate that I do this, even if I don’t care about something at all, I’ll go to make a post about it and ending up ranting about it and sounding obsessed. I’m not upset about this, a breakup was coming, I’m just kinda like, idk, I can’t think of the word, I just keep going like “what the fuck?” over and over, how can you start dating someone (WHO YOU HAVEN’T EVEN MET) two hours after breaking up with someone else? Obviously that was just what you wanted from the start and it’s like, if that’s all you wanted couldn’t you have just broken up with me ages ago instead of waiting around for god knows what? 

Yeah, whatever, it was an experience, I wish her the best of luck and hopefully it won’t be awkward for her when she finally meets her girlfriend in real life aha.